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UGHHH!!

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-09-05T19:59:00Z

OMFG! I absolutely hate school. I forgot I was chewing gum, and even though I NEVER did anything wrong in school and I had a reasonable story and everything, the mother fucking man-nun gave me a detention today. I'm so angry because the kid that sexually harrassed about 5 or 6 girls out of the 11 girls in my grade many times only got a talking to. My school is fucked up and I hate nuns. TGIF!

I'm seriously depressed, and it sucks :[

Yearbook commitee starts next week though, that'll be funn :]] And my birthday party is coming up :] at least I have a few things to look forward to. But I honestly hate school and everything about it.

They'll Never, Ever, Ever, Take The Summer From Me

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-09-01T13:52:00Z

Hung out with Amanda, Brandon and Nolan today. Didn't do much but sit around and complain about school. I don't start till Wednesday, but Brandon starts tomorrow and gets off Wednesday. Make Sense?

Umm, I didn't get any farther with telling Nolan cuz of stupid Kenny. (Little kid that lives next door to Nolan and Brandon) playing the echo game with Brandon from his yard.

I left Amanda's early cause she had to eat dinner with her grandma. (like wtf? who the hell eats dinner at 3?) and that leaves me here on my laptop, my only constant friend. How fucking sad is that?

Trying to find a ride to community day with Caroline and Gianna. Pretty much everyone from the township is up there (I dont even live in that township. My township day is next saturday, and I'm probably going with Amanda, Caroline, Gianna, Brandon and Nolan. Honestly, I talk about those 5 people more then anyone else. There mah besties :]] what can I say?) but lots of people I know who live in that township are there and its the last day to swim at the pool and all that jazz so I wanna get up there. Tonight will conclude with fireworks.

True Fact: Fireworks make me cry. They always mark the end of something. Like tonite's will mark the end of one of the best summers ever. Even though I didn't go to the beach that much, and the times I was down there were ruined by the devil, I saw Nolan alot and made lots of great friendships that hopefully can bear the seperation when school starts. I really don't wanna go back to school, I really really don't.

Oh and if its not obvious by now, I'm completely and irrevocably (sp?[ahaaha, twilight copyright infringement muchh?]) in love with Nolan. And the sad part is, he doesn't even know it.

Peace, Love, and Cheers to Summer 2008.

xxoo

Herbie is a car

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-31T18:35:00Z

Heyy all. Today's the 31st of August and I don't want school to start! I'm so sad, Nolan and I aren't in the same school anymore, I don't get to see him everyday anymore. I iz sad. :[[

But today I slept in, got dunkin donuts (I FUCKING love milky way hot chocolate) and then made plans with amanda and caroline and gianna.we all went to amanda's house and hung out with Brandon and Nolan. We were playing hide and go seek and Nolan and I hid in this treehouse. This is what went down (lolz)

Me
Nolan

guess what?

what?

I know who likes you

Who?

Guess

I think I already know

and then Brandon found us. -_-

I'm going over Amanda's house tomorrow again. This should be interesting.
But on another note with Nolan, I told him he was invited to my birthday party, and he didn't seem opposed. I was soo excited :]]

Anyother thing going on is I'm gonna be an aunt! my sister is preggo with her first little cherub and she is due around march :] so excited. Aunt Tori, nice ring to it :]

peace, love and nolan :]]

xxoo

lalala.

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-29T14:00:00Z

I'm thinking since schools starting I'm just gonna blog about my day almost everyday on here. Read it, don't read it, comment, don't comment, I don't care. Just thought I'd try and stay in the buzznet loop a little bit more. Uhh, well today I got up around 11 and got myself together and went school shopping with my dad. I spent like 90 bucks total on everything, my daddy wasn't happy ahaha. But I went into border's to get a high school entrance exam book and ended up getting this awesome twilight calender. The guy who plays Jasper looks awesomee :] umm, I gots a suhhweet camp rock backpack. Joe Jonas looks all seductive on it, it cracked me up so i bought it and am gonna use it when i don't have alot of books to carry ahaha :]] nothing else really interesting today, just chilling in bed and maybe having my friend amanda come stay the night? idk, really bored. favorite song today: so what- p!nk peace, love and joe jonas's seductiveness :] xxoo

Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-27T20:55:00Z

Bon jour!

How are all my lovely friends of buzznet? I miss you all terribly, but summer is over in less then a week and I've tried my best to live it up. I thought since I got my laptop back tonight (the AC jack was busted :[ ) I'd just right a blog about a bunch of random crap :]

Well, all the crap about the FOB mixtape is too confusing, I've listened to 2 of the FOB songs and that Paul Revere Apparatus song and I loveeee Nearly Witches :] If that shit is gonna be what Panic releases on the new album, I cannot wait. Fall Out Boy's stuff is ehh but that brings me to my next topic of discussion, the new FOB album.

I'm hoping that our Fall Out Boyz do a little better on the album then the songs I heard on the mixtape. but I know Pete said that some of their weaker songs were on the mixtape so I think our guys have it in them to really blow us away. I'm genuinally excited for this album. How about you?

ummm, my birthday is coming up in about a month, and I'm having a party. I'm thinking about inviting the guy I like, Nolan, and his brother, but its gonna be a little awward. Opinions?

I seriously think I have a problem, I wanted to go to the Jonas Brothers concert tonight. What can I say, that stupid song about llava is catchy :]]

Oh my god, today I was watching my super sweet 16 and this girl walked in on a Cobra Starship soundcheck on the RRRGLT (i knew from the backdrop) and got Cobra to play at her party. Then on stage at the party, Gabe gave her a purple hoodie, I was so freaking jealous it wasn't even funny. But on a lighter note about our Cobraz, I think since my brother can't take me to see panic on the RBLT (don't worry, I'm not missing this like I missed the HCT. My cousin Terry is taking me and my best friend Amanda :] ) he is getting me tickets and taking me to see Cobra Starship in October for mah birthdayyyy :]]

umm, For my birthday, I am asking for a new cell phone. I want the Blackberry Curve. The Silver one. You like??

Ummmmmm....I also would like to say I loved Breaking Dawn. I am now Team Jasper, anyone with me???

Ahaha, another funny thing about twilight. My guy friend Enid, was joking around when me and my girlfriend JJ were talking about twilight and he lied and said he read the books. But when I found out he didn't read them, I told them he should.
That was about 3 weeks ago, well today he IMed on AIM and was like OMFG! I'M ADDICTED TO THOSE TWILIGHT BOOKS!! He wants to tap Alice, so I told him we should go out and change our names to Alice and Jasper. He knew I was joking (even tho I wouldn't mind really going out with him) and now we are fake going out but call each other Alice and Jasper. But anyway, I thought its pretty cool that a guy likes the twilight books and its not because Edward dazzles them. Do you know any guys that read twilight or do they think its girlie romance thing.

I can't really think of anything else to write, but if I do, I'll edit this journal with a star in the title, so check back, I may have more pointless things for you to read.

xxoo,
Toriii :]]]]

:]]

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-09T15:27:05Z

Banner For Charie

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-07T09:35:57Z

Charie, Here's the banner for your new story. I don't have photoshop or anything so I did my best in paint. Hope you like it :]

Checking In

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-05T15:26:00Z

Hello everyone!
How's everyone been?
Hope things are going well.

On my end, not so much. Moving in the next few weeks. Just to a different neighborhood, and I will still get to come back to my old house whenever I want (I hope somebody understands what I'm getting at)

On a better note, I just got my PATD tixx!!!! wooohoooo!! I didn't get floor because my mom wouldn't be able to deal with it, my brother can't take me because he is gonna be in seattle with my cousin at the eagles game :[
owellz. I get to see panic at the freaking disco for the 3rd time! I'm sooo excited. November 1st can't get here fast enough. :]

Okay, I'm gonna get off the computer and enjoy the rest of my summer.

xoxo,
Tori

Summer Camp

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-08-03T20:21:02Z

I loved summer camp so much I made this :]

Probably won't see me around these parts

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-07-14T18:15:00Z

I dont think you will be seeing me around Buzznet alot much more. Due to recent issues that will remain private.

Things are really good in my life at the moment, and I don't need to depend on my computer life that much any longer.

I'll be checking a few fics that I can't deal with parting with and that's about it. If you have AIM, leave it in the comment. I'm always on there.

Have a great life everyone! xoxo

A Single Dollar

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-07-12T07:51:43Z

I uploaded a picture of a dollar on my computer and messed around with it a bit in paint. This dollar, is in fact, single :]

My 1st Vlog

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-07-05T18:24:24Z

My 100th Journal. Suprise! =/

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-07-01T18:23:00Z

Where do I start? The date was sometime in late November of ’07 and I was browsing the internet as usual, looking up pictures of fall out boy for a poster on my wall. In the google results, it led me to a page on buzznet, that page belonging to Barb (heartbroken4stumph, but then stumplover2384) and I decided to look around. I saw so many pictures of fall out boy, and other bands too. I then read one of her fanfictions and I was hooked.

Through Barb’s page, I met Kendra (falloutpanicgirl) and we started talking. I found out she was 20 and a huge fan of fall out boy and panic at the disco too. I decided to make my own page and I called myself toriatthedisco11, for lack of creativity at the time.

This is where it gets interesting… I am made fun of constantly. Being surrounded by rap and pop loving greedy, spoiled, rich catholic school kids, my taste in music and things were not supported by anyone. I am made fun of as the emo poser chick since I love Panic at the disco and shop at Hollister. I, as I am now, was 13 and also called a teenie. Before you close this journal, I know I have lied, I’ve lied to all of you about this one thing. That’s it, and I am so, so, so, sorry for it. I have not lied about ANYTHING else, I swear to you on my dead grandparents. Let me explain why. As my friends on here know, I am a biggg panic at the disco and fall out boy fan. I may like brendon and jon and joe but I am far from a teenie. I was sick and tired of being made fun of for my age and liking these bands. When I came to buzznet, I saw that almost everyone was much older and I felt very teenie-ish. I did not want to be made fun of even more, so I called myself 15, when I was really 2 years younger and in the 7^th grade.

I have not lied about anything else, and I feel terrible. I just wanted to be accepted, and I realize now that I was wrong and that I could have been accepted for my age.

I tell you right now to hit the button. Un-friend me, Victoria Wilcox, the liar, and go on with your lives. I understand completely if you never, ever want to speak to me again. I’m terribly sorry that my sentences were all mumbo-jumboed. I am really upset and it was hard to write all this.

I am sorry. Those three words don’t help any, but my friends, know that I truly mean them

-Tori

EDIT: If anyone cares, a while back I wrote a journal about me taking the SATS. I was not lying, I qualified because of my grades to take them in 7th grade. I sat with a bunch of juniors in highschool and took them. that was in january. I got my results back in February and was dying to tell people. As a 7th grader at the time, I got a 490 in Verbal, 510 in writing and 600 in math :]

Me and casey

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-06-22T18:35:44Z

mah neww boyfriend. this guy is amazing. ILY CASEY! :]

True Confessions of a Teenager in PA

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-06-19T19:38:00Z

Heyy there!!

Been a while since I talked to most of you. I'm terribly sorry, I've been out in the, get this, REAL WORLD!
NO WAY?! you might say. There's a world outside of buzznet? With people you can talk to face to face and other things to do excluding typing?!
Well my friends, I have discovered this new world. You can say I am Christopher Colombus v.2008

Monday was my trip to Sesame. There's alot I can say about this day but I don't feel like going into too much detail. Let's just say that Chris, Matt and Will are cooler then I thought, Greg is my Best friend and we are on a secret mission and that Nick is mean because he won't give me a hug. Let me also say that I am best friend's with the lifeguard on one of the water rides and with a firstgrader who made me go on one ride with him like 50bajillion times!! he said that I am his best friend too. I have lots of best friends. This day ended with a shower and a realization that I had been turned red by the sun in random areas due to not rubbing in the sunscreen. hehe, I looked like a cow with pink blotches instead of black :]
and
We had our championship game for softball on Tuesday night. It was the Hurricanes vs. the Thunder. If we won, it was all over. I can tell you without a shadow of doubt now that it is, in fact, all over. We won!! *happy dances* The Hurricanes are returning champs. I was on the championship team last year too, but I didn't play in the final game due to a busted up knee. The victory felt even sweeter this time since I contributed with plays, outs, hits and runs.

We went to Rita's Water Ice after the game (a delicacy known to the east coast thanks to some awesome people with the last name Rita who went to my grade school). I got a mango misto, it was tasty.

Then Jess (my best friend last summer and my returning summer bff) who is the catcher for my softball team, slept over. We sat in the kitchen of my home for hours that night watching the Phillies game and playing Hot or Not with our yearbooks. We go to different schools so I got to show her how many friends I had in her school. There was lots :] I'm liked!! woohoo!! Then we went to sleep and did not regain conscienceness until 11am. Day 2 of my 3 day extravaganza had arrived.

After waking up, having large bowls of cereal and getting dressed, Jess and I were given a ride to her house to hang out. I wanted to go swimming sooo badd, but the pool water was green so I made the smart-desicion to not jump in :] (See, my brain still functions. It has not fully been turned to mush by the interwebz) So we went back in side and tried to watch a movie. Jess and I are full of epic fail, we couldn't get the DVD player to turn on!! I threw many things at it (my sock, my empty water bottle, etc..) and yet, to no avail, the sonofabitch wouldn't turn on. Superman (Jess's brother Jimmy) saved us though when he figured out the problem. It wasn't plugged in, hehehe. (okay, maybe buzznet is having negative effects on my mental state). By this time, we did not want to watch a movie anymore so we went upstairs to watch regular tv in her room. She flatironed my hair while I chatted on AIM and burned me many times. haha, I will never do that again.

Fast forward to about 7. We just got back from blockbuster and we got 3 movies, One Missed Call, Disturbia and Meet The Spartans. Jess's Dad had to go to Home Depot so Jess, Jimmy and I were home alone. We decided to watch the movie in Jimmy's room (he has giant TV and working DVD player :]). We watched One Missed Call first. I was sooo scared!!! Jimmy was too. Jimmy and I sat on his floor holding on to each other in fear. Jess sat on his bed texting and laughing. It was nice being all close to Jimmy, he smells good. TAG is my weakness *spins around in circles, high on the delightful smell of my best friend's older brother XD*. When the movie was over, we watched Meet the Spartans, which was awful. Some things were funny but most of it was lame. Most of the time was spent with me and Jimmy flirting and Jess complaining that her ice cream melted. After that was over, we watched our favorite movie ever, Disturbia. Ron is awesome!! It was fun, but since we seen it before, no Tori/Jimmy spazzing was necessary :[. Finally, our movie night came to an end and Jimmy said he was going to play Xbox 360. I asked what he was playing and Jess said "just his stupid shooting war game". I, being the total video game nerd that I am, spazzed "OHEMGEE! CALL OF DUTY 4!?! ME WANTS TO PLAY!!" He was flabbergasted I knew what it was. I am awful at that game, but I like shooting things XD. After that Jess and I went into her room to try and sleep. I was too scared to even close my eyes, so we got Jimmy to sleep on the couch next to us on the floor. Turns out he was scared to, so he didn't mind. During the middle of the night, since I was closest to the couch, Jimmy woke me up and asked me to walk with him to the bathroom, since he was scared. He gave me a puppydog face when I groaned and I just couldn't say no. That boy is too adorable for words. I really like him again, this isn't good I woke up as well a little while later after a sort of nightmare. The ringtone from One Missed Call was playing on my phone in my dream and I answered the phone. The freaky baby from the movie was like "CRAP!! YOU ANSWERED! YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO ANSWER! IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A MISSED CALL!!" and then I woke up. :]

So to wrap all that up, I'm falling for Jimmy, again. He is so amazing I just can't help it. I know he has no interest in me, but I know I'm his favorite out of all of Jess's friends, so that counts for something :]

So that was my week so far. It has been pretty awesome being in the Real World, but I miss buzz. I swear I will love you forever if you read all that. I just had such an amazing time, I had to tell you all about it. This was my 99th journal!! eek, I think I will give you a suprise for the bigg 1-0-0! Gnite for now!!

Love ya!
Tori

Bandsss...stole from victoriax333

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-06-17T09:50:00Z

ALTERNATIVE
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is…
[x] Coldplay
[ ] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[ ] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Rise Against
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

COUNTRY
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rimes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Shania Twain
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

“EMO” MUSIC
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[x]Panic! At The Disco
[x] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Silverstein
[ ] Dear Whoever
[ ] Chiodos
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

INDIE
[x] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[ ]The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[x] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

METAL
[ ] Slipknot
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Metallica
[ ] Guns n’ Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Atreyu
[ ] Killswitch Engage
[ ] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] CKY
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

POP
[ ] John Mayer
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[ ] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[ ] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[ ] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Mcfly
TOTAL SO FAR: 17

SCREAMO
[] Bullet For My Valentine
[] Job For A Cowboy
[] Drop Dead Gorgeous
[x] Blessthefall .
[x] The Devil Wears Prada
[] Bring Me The Horizon
[] Dance Club Massacre
[] Preschool Tea Party Massacre
[x] Scary Kids Scaring Kids
TOTAL SO FAR: 20

RAP
[] Nas
[] Paul Wall
[ ] 2pac
[] Mims
[] Ludacris
[] Lil’ Jon
[x] Outkast
[] 50 Cent
[] Birdman
[] Three 6 Mafia
[] Lil Wayne
TOTAL SO FAR: 21

SKA
[] Rancid
] The Aquabats
[] Sublime

[] No Doubt
[] Reel Big Fish
[ ] Mustard Plug
TOTAL SO FAR: 21

MODERN ROCK
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
[ ] Digital Summer
[ ] Denial Method
TOTAL SO FAR: 27

LASSIC ROCK
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[] Black Sabbath
[] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[x] Queen
[] Pink Floyd
[ ] Meat Loaf
[] Poison
[] AC/DC
[] Journey
[] KISS
[] Boston
TOTAL: 31

Good and Bad You'll Have To Accept, No Matter What, It's Me You'll Get

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-06-12T15:49:00Z

So after being inspired by Mr. John (ounceofwentz), I thought I'd do a journal like this to get back in the swing of things.

Let's start at the top.
-My hair is too thick. I have so much friggin' hair it's not even funny. I have nothing too do with it and it's wavy. blecchh. I have to spend an hour just to get it straight, and even then it looks bad.
-I have psoariasis (sp?) on 40% of my scalp. It looks like dandruff but it really is a skin condition. It stinks because I can't wear dark clothes without worrying about it.
-My eyebrows are so dark, they look like caterpillars. blechh, my hair is dirty blonde and my eyebrows are jet black. It doesn't match.
-I like my eyes. They are a pretty blue. I just wish I could see with them XD
-My nose is GINORMOUS! and I have a blackhead problem, I have to use benzoyl proxide just to keep in under control.
- Nothing really wrong with my lips, and my teeth are straight. My orthodontist said yesterday that my teeth couldn't be any more perfect (straight was not white, but they aren't yellow but they aren't bleached either. If you understand what I'm saying)
-I am part gorilla. My arms are so hairy it's disgusting.
-I guess you could say I am okay with my figure. I got a nice butt and a small waist. I'm at a healthy weight too. I weigh 129 pounds as of this morning. That is something I am learning to live with.
- I have HUGE THIGHS! I HATE THEM! oh my god, this is what I hate most about my body. They really are very large. like 19 inches around I think. I dislike my calves too, just not as much.
-I have long toes, they are gross. They make my feet really big too. I think I am a size 8 1/2- 9.

I have lots of imperfections, but who doesn't? I've learned that it looks even worse when I try to cover them up. I now try to rock my traits instead of dissing them. I also try to look at the bright side of things and remember that it could always be worse.
*example*
I go into hollister and have to get a size 7 jeans. I think and just tell myself they are cut differently and that I still fit into a size 5 in other clothing. Then I remember I could be a size 10 and not fit into some things in hollister. The sunny side of truth I guess you could say.

My name is Tori. I am jealous of models and celebrities with perfect bodies and gorgeous looks. I am jealous of the 115 pound girls and the size 3 girls. But I have learned to rock my chracteristics instead of dissing them and I am happy being me.

Things Have Changed For Me...And That's Okay

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-06-04T16:01:00Z

I'm on my way..

GOOD EVENING BUZZNET!! I HAVE ARRIVED!!

What has it been? like a week?
Things are getting so much better in my life, I can't even begin to describe it. I only have 4 more finals and then just a week of goofing off . Then sweet summertime, I can't wait to go to Sesame Place with all my friends!! Amanda and BC and Gianna and Maddie and Marlaina and Jul and Joey and of course, Nolan. It's gonna be amazing.

But I would like to thank everyone for showing me that you do care, those comments that people would be sad, or at least a little disapointed, that I was leaving meant the world to me. Things are really turning around for me and I am going to ride that wave before it breaks. It's nice to have you back, buzznet.

Oh how it's been so long (not really, only a week but dealwithit.) I'm so sorry I've been gone...I was busy straightenin' out my LIFE!!!
*Ryro, let me write the lyrics to the new album? kay, thanks, bye :]*

It's time for me to go.....home.

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-05-30T17:08:00Z

I just don't think being on buzznet is right for me anymore. It wasn't ANYONE'S fault on here. I just think I need to get some things straight in my life. Thanks for the memories. even though they WE'RE so great, I just have to leave.

xoxo,
Tori

Life Update

kissmeorjustleave — 2008-05-24T18:40:00Z

Won't be on buzz tomorrow. Going to Amanda's house again to hang out with Nolan . That's where I was today too, hanging with Nolan.

I probably won't be on too much this week either, finals. grr.

I have abandoned my 3shot. I honestly can find no way to end it. If anyone wants to try, knock yourself out.

I'm angry, I wrote like a 5 paragraph journal and when I went to post it, Buzz said it was spam. Then I couldn't get it back. That is why this is short.

Okay, Bye